MY FAIRY PRINCESS!

I haven't had an entry for a while I can hardly stomach sitting at the computer these days! But this morning Paris and I made it out side for a little bit to enjoy the weather and chase some bubbles! She was playing dress up and I just thought she couldn't of been any cuter! (if I do say so myself)

my computer is being lame so this is the only one I can get on here...

it's the thought that counts

yesterday, i was laying out on the lawn spending some quality time with paris. and i'm thinking to myself just how wonderful it is to just be hanging out with my girl, a little smile on my lips. then my sweet little paris walks up to me and says,

"i feel like spitting on you."
"what? why?"
"i just want to spit my chicken on you."
"oh, that's too bad."
"well, i felt like it, but i won't."

H ! E ! L ! P !!!!

So I HATE EATING! I have to eat like every 2.5 HOURS and its miserable! I usually try to put off the inevitable because NOTHING ever sounds good! But if i wait even an half hour too long, come to find out I'm in an emotional battle with myself! I'm crying cause nothing sounds good and cause I KNOW I HAVE to eat or it's just going to get worse! poor justin I sat on the couch (crying) while he said every fast food, restaurant and anything he could think of to make, ALL were turned down with a slight GAG at the end of each suggestion! It ended up fruit was the only thing i could even imagine putting in my mouth. so J (the awesome hubby that he is) ran to the store and bought all sorts of fruit! He cut up a pineapple, apples, grapes and oranges! So yummy i must admit but i can't eat much at one time, so i ate all i could and then decided i needed to go to bed before i was sick again! so i did, i think j was glad to be done with me for the night, so he thought! It takes me like an hour to fall asleep (always) so like 25 min. later i was STARVING, and i was up and WHINING at J, i wanted wheat thins and cream cheese, at a 11pm he said he would run to the store and get me some but i choked down some other DRY crackers we already had and forced myself to sleep! I DREAD THE NEXT DAY AND IT STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN! It's nights that are the worst so if anyone has any great ideas for dinner please let me know! ( i have like 2 sometimes 3 dinners at night) It doesn't have to be just dinner ideas all meals aren't fun these days, for example breakfast, milk is not my friend so these days i have been eating cereal with WATER! Well there it is, if you were wondering how the pregnant life was treating me, now you know! thanks for the vent!

" I THEE RED"

SO WE DID IT! WE ARE MARRIED, AND WE DID IT AT MI AMIGOS!!

So we have gotten lots of grief about it but it's kind of a fun story...I feel fat and sick and wanted nothing to do with a "wedding dress" or even a nice out fit so we opted for khaki pants and a nice shirt for the both of us, and we were still dressed up for the occasion! Thats how we roll, CHILL STYLE! It was just family which made for a bigger occasion than we wanted, but it was a good time! Tom Freestone a good friend of the Crosby family came to dinner and married us even though we just wanted to sign papers and celebrate, tom had us exchange rings and vows, um a lil weird yes, but we did have the banquet room all to our selves and he did a great job! A BIG THANKS TO TOM!

(and dad for suggesting him) AND A HUGE THANKS TO MY OLD MAN FOR PICKING UP THE TAB FOR MY REDO WEDDING DINNER! YOUR THE BEST!

Faith, Rachel, Corrine & Karen got dessert made last min. Justin's FAVE strawberry shortcake and Cheese cake! It was good stuff! THANKS GUYS (insert picture here i know faith took some of it but i don't have em)

rachel don't hate it was the only pic I or You had so it works!!!!

and my MOM took me shopping for the OUTFITS which she was a complete life savor I was about to go in sweats, but she wouldn't have it! which i thank her now the pics just wouldn't of been the same! And the time we spent together was worth it! I HAD A GREAT TIME SHOPPING WITH YOU! THANKS MOM!

thanks for sharing the love joe! ; )

and Mara watched paris for the couple hours we went shopping so we were assured an outfit for the night! THANKS MARA and i do have to say a super big THANKS for my grandparents for coming, I WAS REALLY GLAD TO HAVE YOU TWO THERE! LUVS...

and to ALL the DEWITT family for coming just about everyone was there and it just wouldn't of been the party it was with out you guys! no really you were the mass numbers! SO THANKS what a great time we ate, we married, we laughed (some cried) over all what a great time i think we all had! ITS GOOD TO BE A FAMILY AGAIN!!!!

OH and for the head line, anyone who has known me long enough knows i used to have problem with my R's when i was young they were W's and well when i am nervous sometimes the past comes back to haunt me, so yep that was what i said in the middle of the ceremony! It made for a good laugh! THANKS FOR EVERY ONES SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENT! LOVE YOU ALL!

TO GREAT FRIENDS

I feel like i have been in such a rut over the past year, and it's nice that things (although still very complicated) are getting better! Not only am i greatful for my FAMILY, they have been so great to be around more! But this entry is about the GREAT FRIENDS i have around me! I like to be around good, sincere friends. i don't care much to be in a room full of acquaintances! I may not hang out with them much or really ever at all anymore, but i feel they are the kind that matter! My circle of friends is small but they have all been so good to me! FRIENDS WHO PICK UP MY KID FOR SCHOOL AND BRING HER HOME FOR NOTHING IN RETURN! Friends who believe in me and the goals I am trying to reach, those who stood up for me when a situation at work went bad! (THANK YOU!) FRIENDS WHO ARE AS STRONG WILLED AS I AM TO PARTNER UP WITH ME! Friends who once thought i wasn't the nicest person on earth at one point, to now give me another chance! and to the friends who are like family, I find myself truly blessed and greatful! SO HERE IS A GREAT BIG HEART FELT THANK YOU!
http://www.hallmark.com/wcsstore/HallmarkStore/images/products/ecards/nfg2687.swf

PARIS COULDN'T BE MORE EXCITED!

I KNOW IT IS EARLY BUT NOTHING IS EVER FOR CERTAIN....

YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!